Poem: Loser

Because…sometimes. :/

Had bit of a rough week this past week – I know…what else is new, eh? But, sometimes…you just feel it, you know? Everyone is telling you to keep your head up but inside you feel so…unworthy. The facts are there, the encouragement is there, but your mind is telling you: what’s the point? what’s the point? It’s so hard to find the right direction sometimes, when your heart is telling you: “you are lost.”


five letters

of worthlessness



Socially Inept

Every misstep


not a state of being

it is felt



Poem: Heartbreak Feels


time given

love lost

to move on

without you



like the color yellow

sometimes ugly

possible bright days a head



feet like lead

days stuck in shadow

heart beats a

heavy, tuneless, solo


when it hurts to breathe

when the smell of shampoo

has you sobbing in the grocery store


we store our memories

with time and love

and heartbreak

Poem: Heartbreak

Author’s Note:

I love finding stuff that I didn’t know I had written. Was in my closet looking for paperwork…I know, who keeps paperwork in their closet, right? But it’s me. I am forever unorganized. And I found this poem in an old backpack. Who knows why it was there…I think I was using it for notes or something. Anywho, thought I’d share. 😛 Hope everyone is having a great night!

Happy Writing!


I guess I never understood the expression:

loving someone so much that it’s painful

’till now

The way you smile and your eyes light up

your teeth much straighter than mine

makes me think

you don’t realize the power

that a simple touch

and a simple smile has


But falling for you

is like getting slapped

a thousand times


How do I know you won’t hurt me?

with my brain, my body

the dreams of the future?

It’s all a matter of trust


And that’s something I don’t have.